What's happening ? *Crying*

Back to posting .
Hmm , school were as per normal .
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hmm , had MT paper . Wasn't tough or what , normal normal loh . But have time to sleep ^^ OMG ! I sound like a pig XD . After that , training as per normal .
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Lifelit & Geog paper ^^ Lifelit was kinda okay . Geog was quite simple . Able to do it . No need think derh . oh oh , i say until i very pro like that :X Whatever it is , have to look at my results .
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Science & Homeecon paper . Science ? OH MY GOSH ! I didn't really memorise that ehhs, && i hate something -.-
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Last paper which is MATHS -.- Wasn't too sure about it ehhs, can't relax ehhs, now is scared i fail most of my paper D: After that , TRAINING ! ^^ Was kinda fun . After that , physical . DIE ! Cannot tahan . Stomach very pain ehhs, && something happen on that day that makes me damn pissed off ! -.- I hate it when you don't trust me . What's th point when you don't trust me ?
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Finished Common Test liao ! Cool cool cool ! Stayed back to do Home Econ's stuff and Art . print print print .
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Woke up @ 7 plus . Reached Durene's house @ 7.35 . Damn early ehhs, thn call her fr 14 times -.- and we were late . We took taxi and reached at 8.30 plus . Mr Izwan drive us to CHIJ Toa Pa Yoh . Played with them . Played 3rd Singles . Was kinda tough & i feel so tireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed ! First set , 21-18 , second sec , 22-20 . After that , keep asking Mr Izwan fr doubles but in th end ? Don't have ! After that , went back to Bowen . Training . Straight drill lerh . Did kangaroo jump , push up & leg squat -.- After that , needa play singles with Lynn . Lost . 7-1 . Utterly disappointed with myself . Another game , with her again . Lost . 7-1 . Last set , played with Durene . Lost . 7-2 . Damn disappointed with myself ! I hate myself ! What happen to me ?! I hate myself ! -.- I feel like crying ! How how ? And tmr's is someone's birthday . Hope he last long with his stead D:
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boyfr ? I'M SINGLE ! -.-

Hmm , yesterday went out .

Morning went hougang point with Ashly , Christel & Durene .

Ate until damn full !

After that , went to school .

Play fr a while thn start to study when their training start .

After that , went back home & study fr awhile .

Went out .

Chinese New Year mood again !

After that , took pictures but i look damn ugly .

Hmm , today ?

Life was miserable .

STUDY , STUDY , STUDY

Will die one lorh !

Couldn't message -.-

WOSRT !

Thn called Jiani to chat when Dad was sleeping .

When he got up , he angry liao mahhs,

Thn he say i got boyfr uhh .

I was like WTF ?-.-

Stupid luhh .

Get th facts right first can ?

Thn sms , got caught by him -.-

Wanna rest , say what i keep rest -.-

Thn when eating dinner , i sms , he say me again -.-

Say why i so eager to sms derh .

Thn i not happy loh .

Hey peeps , jiayous fr th coming CT(Common Test) ohh !

All th way , people !<3

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>Lols , yep . I did went to th hongkong disneyland (:
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> Hmm , not really . I only like th "It's a small world and th kiddy ride" :X
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It seems like a fairytale.

Back peeps !
Did anyone tag me ?
Hmm hmm hmm , i don't think so ley !
Wa ! Like that i MIA liao luhh -.-
Must tag okay peeps ?
Hmm , training as per normal .
Yesterday played singles , 7 point .
Played 4 rounds .
After that , went home with a headache -.-
Went home , bathe , HEADACHE !!!
Went to sleep at 10 plus . Very early jiu dui lerh .
But today okay liao (:
I have something to post . Th message is sent by JUSTIN .
Boy dump you after they had enough of you . But they never knew how much it hurts you . Some boys take initiative to pay for yr meal , this may sound sweet but when you break , they might ask for everything to be returned to them . Boys tends to flirt around even if they alrdy have a girlfriend and they duno how this makes th girl lose trust in him and tt he does not provide a sense of security . There have been a dozen of girls who have cried and do silly things because of guys they love . Whatever th case , no matter how upset you are , friends are always there fr you and love you more thn a boyfr .
I find it real true . But that only apply to some boys luhh . Some are very sweet to their girlfriends derh . Have nothing to post ehhs :X Hmm , cya soon (: Oh ya ! Before i post finish , common test is coming . All th best fr your common test and do well fr it ! && also congrats to three divisions yeahhs !
Should i wait ?

Eraser or Correction Tape ? Are you permenant or what ?

Hey people , back from Hong Kong ohh .]
Got miss me ? ^^
I bet no one . Lols
Hmm , let me tell you what i do okay ?
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Woke up in th morning @ 4 plup -.- . Very early ley but bobian . Uncle's flight to Hong Kong was 6.50 whereas my flight was 8 but we have to be in th plane @ 7.30 . Feel really sad when i was in th Airport . After that , we went in to th departure hall , my grandfather wave and said byebye , i wave back and said bye bye too . I almost drop my tears . Hmm , used their computer fr a while thn went into th plane liao . Sat near th window . Very bored luhh -.- Sat fr 3 hrs plus thn reached Hong Kong . Th weater super cold luhh . 14 degrees . After that , was on th coach to Kimberly Hotel . Thn th tour guide keep at there bla bla blaa , alright ? bla bla bla alright ? Buey tahan . Thn reached th hotel . Damn small luhh -.- Smaller thn Genting's ley . Thn went to eat th lunch . Th fried rice nice but th bee hoon , not nice . Thn went to shop shop . Bought a boots . So wore it fr th 3 days . I will explain why later . After that , go a lot of place & shop . Thn night , eat dinner , that one even worst . Cannot eat derh . After that , i keep have th smell -.-
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Woke up @ around 9 plus . I just realised something . I go there only listen to songs . A lot of nice songs ley ! Hmm , after that , train to Hong Kong island . That day , was th 2nd worst day fr me . I shan't say anything about it . It is for me to know for you , NOT to find out . After that , didn't really have appeitie to eat , but after that , dinner , ate with my uncle . Had reunion dinner with him over there . After eat finish lerh , taxi back to Hotel . Called my grandma && chat .
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Woke up @ 10 plus . Actually is expected to wake up @ 8 plus because we are going down to Disneyland . Never mind . Train down to Hong Kong's Central thn change train to Sunny && thn change to Disney train . Th disney train is cute ^^ . Actually very excited about th trip , but it came out to be a disappointment . Wasn't as fun as i expected . Only th 3D mickey thing & all those kiddy train ride . Although is fr kiddy but it is really nice but i can only say , only that one is fun :P Stayed fr 8 hours . OMG ! I tell you , th weather is freaking cold derh . After that , went and shop shop again . Leg damn pain . Thn while walking , saw a lot of couple . Damn sweet ehhs, thn th girlf will hold a lot of roses . Very beautiful . I know it's impossible fr me . Whatever it is , don't want to think about love here love there anymore because it is useless . No eternity love , no everlasting love , no sweet love . BASICALLY NOTHING ! I only get hurt in th end . No point . After that , went back to Hotel , damn cold . I came out , i got feeling want vomit plus very tired thn go sleep .
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Woke up @ 10 plus . Have to wake up early because needa check out @ 12 . After that , went to eat and thn admire th senery . After that , went to eat KFC . Ate lunch . Thn went back to Hotel . Thn pei mum got 7 eleven buy things thn change th Hello Kitty stuff . There sell alot of Hello Kitty stuff siol . After that , sat th coach to Hong Kong airport . After that , use comp over there fr a while , thn board th plane . After that , reached Singapore @ 11.47pm . Bought lots of stuff thn went to collect our luggage . Thn Uncle come and fetch us back home . After i bathed , immediately go view smses , thn busy replying . Blur liao . A lot of number . Went to sleep @ 2 plus . Tired tired .
Loving you was really tough . Saw your msn's name , love you =D . You know how hurtful it is anot . Now i know you have a crush lerh . Although this will hurt me but actually is better fr me . Because like that it will be easier fr me to forget . I know by saying this , i'm just deciving myself . No point . I just wonder , why can't i do th same as Ashly , Christel & Durene ? I'm really reflecting about it . Valentines ? Valentines ? Valentines ? Why must there be a valentines ? It will only make me have a sense of jealousy . What does LOVE mean ? It means have a sense of secure fr me . There's only a happy ending or a sad ending . Since i can't have a happy ending , obviously , it will be a sad ending . This is a love story that everyone will experience . I bet quite a lot of people have a happy ending but actually , Single can be very good too . Whatever it is , i will try to use eraser to erase you in my mind . Maybe you aren't th one to stuck in my mind . Erasing you , is th best thing .

Remedy without voice

Was quite sad today .
Because today Mr Loo mention to th whole school that all 3 Division get into Top 4 .
Was really sad about it .
But never mind , we will have our chance next year .
Hmm , and also i have no voice because yesterday was cheering fr th B Boys .
Their opponent was Canberra .
Kinda tough but we still made it .
First single , Liang Jun .
Although he didn't win but his opponent was really very tough .
I can see that he put in a lot of effort inside because he make it a rubber match .
It's okay Liang Jun . All th way yeahhs !
First double , hao fang & Zul .
We won ! They were really very pro !
All th way guys !
Second single , Benedict.
He's also very pro (:
Although he didn't win , but we can see he tried his best .
Second double , David & Chung Yang .
They played together with th third single .
Third single , Karl .
Victory on our side .
Was cheering for karl .
Made that Canberra coach pissed :P
Nehneh pupu !
We was cheering , he also put his earpiece on .
He was losing badly and he got pissed off , he called us to SHUT UP !
We was like ah pek , relax luhh .
Thn Mr See went forward and talk to him , in th other way round , Mr See's face suddenly very black .
After that , Karl score a point , we scream towards th coach direction -.-
Who ask him want scold us fr ?
&& thn another Canberra th coach say our school no integrity -.-
I was like WTF !
Our school where got no integrity ?
Is it because you all lose to us that's why like that say ?
SORE ! -.-
Tomorrow will be going HongKong liao .
Will be back on Monday{150210}
Do keep my blog alive yeahhs !<3
CherylLorWanNing'243795! will miss you all derh !
Oh ya hor !
Before i forget ,
HAPPY ADVANCED NEW YEAR && HAPPY VALENTINES TO THOSE WHO ARE A COUPLE!<3

It's gonna be tough , but i must be strong

Now feeling really terrible .
My phone & my heart .
It is really painful .
I could only say , i'm just imagining things that ain't true .
It happens all th time .
I told you something , you ask me okay mahhs .
You think i okay mahhs ?
You really believed ?
Maybe is only my wishful thoughts.
May you find a girl you like .
Although me heart is really very pain but i must be strong .
Because in th first place , i know that loving is will be tough , that's why i must be strong .
I know later when i'm gonna sleep , i will surely shed tears fr you .
I'm really a fool !
A FOOL THAT TRUSTED LOVE SO MUCH .
I may sounds like i'm giving up but Christel knows th truth .
The last thing i'm gonna say is ;
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AND LASTLY I LOVE YOU !

Love really hurts

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• School
• Badminton
• HSH

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• School
• Tournament @ St Jospeh's Convent
• Compass Point
• Took bus
• HSH

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• Badminton in th morning
• School
• Grandma house
• HSH

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• School
• Whole team support B Girls @ St Joseph's Convent
• Compass Point
• Quarrel with junior on bus
• Bus back to grandma house
• HSH

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• School
• Badminton
• Go back home to put bag.
• Walked to my grandma house from my house (:
• Talked on phone with friends (:
• Mum & Uncle thought i talking to boy , but indeed it is .
• They asked fr his name -.-

Loving is really tough . I don't know whether i can take it anymore . I asked you whether i'm annoying & you really say th truth . I wasn't blaming you but. Never mind . Nobody understand my feeling right now . Had to force myself not to text with you if not i will be really very annoying :X Time has really change . I know that it will impossible fr us derh . I'm just having fat hope . Thanks Choon Min & Regina fr cheering me up (: Love ya lots luhh !<3>