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It's gonna be tough , but i must be strong at 11:11 PM

Now feeling really terrible .
My phone & my heart .
It is really painful .
I could only say , i'm just imagining things that ain't true .
It happens all th time .
I told you something , you ask me okay mahhs .
You think i okay mahhs ?
You really believed ?
Maybe is only my wishful thoughts.
May you find a girl you like .
Although me heart is really very pain but i must be strong .
Because in th first place , i know that loving is will be tough , that's why i must be strong .
I know later when i'm gonna sleep , i will surely shed tears fr you .
I'm really a fool !
A FOOL THAT TRUSTED LOVE SO MUCH .
I may sounds like i'm giving up but Christel knows th truth .
The last thing i'm gonna say is ;
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AND LASTLY I LOVE YOU !


Love really hurts at 12:29 PM




Life is getting worse fr me . at 7:37 PM

School's has been fine fr me .
Had maths test and home econ test on last week .
Maths test just passed .
Home econ still don't know th results yet .
Lost .
Although i won my match , but i still feel sad .
Because we overall , we lost .
I don't blame my team mates because we are a team .
I know they also feel sad about it .
But girls , even though we lost , but in Cheryl's heart , we have already won ! (:
No matter what , next year we can win them derh .
We still have another match on th coming tues .
Let's do our best and win SJC okay ?
Bowen Badminton , JIAYOU !
Congrats to B&C Division Boys && B Division Girls .
All th best fr your draws & jiayou fr your match yeahhs !
Thursday training , there's some friendship problem in between th sec 1s .
I try to console them , in th end i had a junior diao me , not happy with me and disrespect me .
I wanted to help and this is what i got in return ?
I just feel that it is very childish hao bu hao ?!
Now you all are in Secondary school .
Not Primary school anymore !
No more don't friend you don't friend her lerh can ?
Whatever it is , just don't affect th team can liao .
Because i'm not gonna care about this matter anymore .
Oh ya , and who th hack wrote those disgusting things in my tagboard ?! -.-
Please luhh ! Have a life can ?
Think what ?
Dare type , don't dare type out your NAME ?! -.-
Hmm , got scolded on Monday and yesterday -.-
Monday is because i went home late after training and scolded from mum .
Yesterday worse .
Both scold me .
Does they know how hurtful their words are ?
I don't think so .
If they know , would they have said that ?
They say my attitude has change .
Ya , all my fault . Happy ?!
They know i don't to get scolded and they still scold me .
I feel that me and them have quite a big gap because they don't even understand me .
They don't trust me .
Never mind .
I'm not gonna care anymore .
I bet my mum have seen my blog if not how come she will know so much ?
Trying to forget about you but do you know it is so difficult ?
It is really damn difficult .
Everytime saw you , i could only ignore you & treat you invisible .
You think it is very easy ?
No matter what , i must tell myself .
I can forget you no matter how difficult it is because i'm not gonna think about love anymore .
Because of you , i feel so sad whenever i see you .
No matter how difficult it is gonna be , i'm sure my friends will be there fr me when i need them .
Love ?
Does that really exists ? I bet so .
Actually had another crush but i think he got annoyed by me lerh .
Anyway , know his crush so i know we two is impossible derh .
No matter what , CHERYL LOR WAN NING , you must not think about LOVE anymore !
I'm not gonna give a damn shit .
I will still have crush on you but won't be texting you too often because i know you sooner or later will be annoyed by me derh .




Does LOVE really exists ? at 9:28 PM





at 11:50 AM

Hohoho , this is my official 200th post yeahhs !
Damn happy !
Hahas , yesterday 2 plus sleep .
When sleeping that time , keep have a feeling want vomit derh .
Feel so disgusted sia .
&& sms someone .
Okay , i'm bored to death !
Don't think i will be going out today ehhs,
Plus donn't feel like going .
Thursday take th H1N1 jab and friday is damn pain .
I'm going Hong Kong on 12Feb .
Don't feel like going ehhs ,
Cos i scared of height & and i scared i will be afraid on plane .
How people ?
I really don't want to go ehhs !
Hais , no choice .
Thought this year derh Chinese New Year will be very fun but in th end , we are nt celebrating ):
&& Chinese New Year is on 14Feb ley ! Valentines day ley !!!
LOL .
Why am i so agitated when i don't have one ? Lol
People , do tag me alrights ?
This blog is dieing lerh .
I hate it hor !
Help to keep my alive alrights ?


Friends ? What are friends fr ? at 9:57 PM

hmm , what are friends fr thn ?
This is my 199th post .
Hopefully , i will be able to post tmr .
Can anyone just tell me what friends are fr ?
Btw , north-zone is coming in 2 days time .
Damn scary derh can ?
Btw , wish us good luck alrights ?
We will strive our best derh ! <3>To all C Division girls ;
Hey girls , we must really jiayou alrights ?
I am going to paair with Ashly in th North-Zone & Durene will be pairing with Christel .
Let's all just give our best shot .
Th main point fr this tournament is not about winning but it is about showing what you have learn fr th past 1 year .
So let's just do our best & not let our coach and teacher in charge down .
No matter what , as long as we can see that we have put in lots of effort , we have already won lerh !
No matter what , just remember that Bowen Badminton are always there fr you derh .
Whereas fr th Sec 1s , i'm not too sure of them lerh . Because i only know them fr 2 weeks .
Wanna hope you all will stay in this team & make Bowen proud alright ?
Anything , just tell th seniors & seniors will be there to help you all derh .
We will help when we can .
No matter what , do stay in this team .
It is really fun derh .
You will know it when you stay fr 1 year .
BOWEN BADMINTON , DO YOUR BEST IN COURT ALRIGHTS ? i BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT DERH ! School motto ; i believe , therefore i am . We will strive to get into Top 4 derh ! Let's all just jiayou & trash our opponent .
Sec 2 work are really tough ?
How am i going to earn my freedom ?
By studying hard and get a result they want to achieve what i want .
I will derh . && I really don't want tuition but i simply can't understand what th hack is th teacher teaching fr maths .
I don't even understand i single bit .
So you guys tell me , how am i going to earn my freedom when i can't even understand i single bit of maths ?
I sucks luhh ! -.- !
It's true .
Sorry friends if i scare you yesterday . I am really sorry about it .
I didn't mean to be sore & lose temper on you all in court .
I hope you guys understand .
Cos North-zone coming and i'm really afraid that we can't be in Top 4 but i must have faith in our team !
Cheryl sincerely apologise fr what had happen yesterday .
I promise that what happened yesterday won't happen in future regardless i'm in court or with friends .
Am i really loving you ? I really don't know . Just realise that maybe you are th onei'm waiting fr ? No matter what , i just want to hope that i'm not going to be a fool in love anymore . Wanna hope my trust fr you won't make me a fool . Anyway , thanks fr peiing me chat this morning & yesterday night . Had a great chat with you yeahhs . But i know i'm annoying right ? I have nothing to say D: Love is a really difficult thing . How old am i only ? As what you said , i'm just a little girl . Ya , i'm just a little girl . In everybody's eye , i'm not a 14 year old kid . Father say i don't act like a 14 year old kid . So am i immature ? Ya , i think so . Simply a immature 14 year old little girl .

xoxo,
you know you love me

Friday, January 15, 2010

I'm changing ? at 10:00 PM

Hello !
Sian , now stomach ache ehhs,
North-Zone coming in 3 days time .
Hmm , today had some misunderstanding with friends but eventually we understand .
People , if i change until very scary , can you just tell me ?
I don't want to be hated by lots of you .
Btw , Seniors , hope you like th shoelace that Ashly , Christel & me bought fr you all (:
Th main thing fr th shoelace is not national flag but it is to show that th girls team are unite(:
Wear in on th day of our tournament okay ? ^^
I'm sorry when i'm playing in court in th afternoon .
I'm really sorry about it because i somehow have moodswing .
I also don't know why .
But i will never lose my temper on my friends , I PROMISE !
Btw , i don't like him lerh .
I love you , although i think is just a crush but if we know each other more , I hope it is not crush anymore . Hmm , but i can see that you are a great guy . I don't know what will happen in th future but i only care about th present . Just wanna hope that i won't feel that i'm a fool in love . I really hope so .

xoxo,
you know you love me