tomorrow his birthday , what should i do ?

tomorrow is his birthday .
what should i buy for him ?
i really don't know what to buy .
oh ya .
tomorrow will be passing him a letter which will hurt me badly de .
but only this can change everything .
this may stop me from loving him , thinking of him and crying for him .
i really don't know .
i really want forget him .
i think now the only thing that can help me is time .
only time cann heal my wound .
forget it .
i really just want to wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY && FIND HIS TRUE LOVE !!!